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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 11, 2009 5:45:26 GMT 2
Dean placed more kisses along Gabriella's neck when she granted him more access to it. He continued until she spoke again, asking him foolish things. He shook his head at her and let her finish before he spoke.
"Absolutely not. I-I want to be a father again. I want to actually be able to father a child and be a good man. I don't want to lose my child like last time. And there is no one else in the world that I would rather be the mother of my child than you," he told her with a bright beaming smile.
He laughed at her next comment. "But, what if I don't want to get rid of you? Then what? I mean.. getting rid of Gabriella wasn't exactly on my to do list. You know how much I love you and I already told you... eternity," he reminded.
He picked her up into his arms and moved her up to rest on the pillow that was on the bed before crawling up to lay next to her. He kissed her forehead and placed his hand at her stomach again. He had a family again.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 11, 2009 5:58:25 GMT 2
Abi bit back a sigh as Dean's kissed moved more across her neck.She shivered again. She always turned to jell-o under his touch. She knew that. It wasn't anything new either. Dean knew it too. Which, was partly the reason he was probably doing it-to calm her down and get her mind off her pregnancy.
When Dean answered her, Abi turned to smile at him more.The last line had gotten her and had pulled her in. She melted and beamed back at him, holding back the urge to tear up on him.How could she just not cry? That was too perfect. He was too perfect and she didn't deserve him.
Her eyes narrowed at his laugh at her question. She had been joking, so it was a light soft of narrowing,but narrowing none the less. She smiled, glancing down at his remark about eternity.She didn't have time to respond, thought she wanted to say something worth while.Dean moved her and Abi curled up on the pillow. She smiled when Dean's hand went to her stomach again. Could pregnancy be this amazing?How could she feel this amazing right now? She would be changing. To a vampire. She would be the thing that was hated by most and feared by most all. She would be an outcast. She would be lethal, but she would have her family and she would have the man that held her heart in all its entirety.Could that be fine? She would live forever. To protect her family.
Abi looked at Dean, almost seriously again."And...how do you see spending eternity with me?With me as your girlfriend?Or......something more binding?'She curiously wondering if he would catch her hint.
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 11, 2009 6:20:27 GMT 2
Dean just watched Gabriella through everything. He stroked some hair from her face and ran his hand over her cheek. He cared about her so much. He knew he had to make sure everything went perfectly with her change and giving birth. He couldn't bear to lose her. She held his heart in her hands and if she were to die, he would die with her.
He smirked and thought for a minute. "Well, that depends, really. But, I would rather we go with something more binding," he told her in all honesty. He'd love to be married to Gabriella. For her to have his last name and to call her his wife. She was his world now, every part of it. His love, his best friend, the mother of his child, everything.
But, he wouldn't have it any other way. "I love you, more than you could ever know," he whispered, kissing her neck again quickly. He pulled her into his arms and cuddled on the bed with her, relaxing. He wanted to get it in now because he knew the next few months were going to be crazy.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 11, 2009 6:40:55 GMT 2
Dean's touch was so amazing. It was just better then ever. Nothing could compare to it. The space of time they had between them only seemed to make it better then ever. It simply wasn't fair that he could do so much to her and they couldn't have anything that was double sided.But, if she were a vampire-when she was a vampire,that would be different , right? She would have a stronger touch and be one with him. That would make it better, right?
Abi's eyes narrowed when he said it depended. On what? On what did it depend on? Abi opened her mouth to protest, but he finished. More binding. She dropped her face to look at her belly, and hold her blush away."I was thinking the same thing.''She spoke softly.She wanted to marry Dean. She didn't want him for just one life time. She wanted him forever. And what better then forever, was a 19 year old body forever?In the age to where she met him?
The whole thing entailed so much, but this moment was too perfect and felt too nice to ruin it with worrying. Abi cuddled into Dean, kissing his neck up to his jaw and landing on his lips.His sweet words of his feelings still lingered in her mind."And I love you more then you will ever know.''She said, her lips bushing against his with is quiet words.
Just then, the bulge jumped again. Abi frowned slightly, but was able to appreciate it more.Her had rubbed it lightly and she filled with joy. She wasn't just having anyone's baby. She was having Deans.Abi's eyes met Dean's and a soft smile formed on her lips, content.The thought came to her mind."But-But, wait. You have only back back a week.''She said baffled."I mean, I was-''She went to say she had been on birth control last time they slept together, before he left on New Years."Dean-this is my fault.''She said softly, the distress coming to her face. She needed to know, to tell him."I was on birth control.....when you left and then it ended a little bit before you got back. I didn't even think about it until today.''She said pleading in forgiveness."I mean......even if I was7 weeks pregnant, I wouldn't be this big-or ....of have the baby kick.''She said, glancing back down at her belly.
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 11, 2009 19:45:45 GMT 2
Dean felt his heart swell when Gabriella said that she too had been thinking of something more binding. Did that mean she wanted to get married? He hoped so. It would make it better and then they really would be a family with their child. Not just a couple who got pregnant.
His smile broadened as she kissed over his neck and jaw to reach his lips. Once hers were upon his, he kissed her back passionately until she pulled away to speak. He nodded and could feel the gossamer touch of her lips brushing his as she spoke and he kissed her again for another short moment.
He sighed when she finally realized that she couldn't be more than a few days pregnant, or at most, seven weeks. He knew she wasn't seven weeks though. It happened since he came back. He hadn't wanted to do this, but he nodded and spoke.
"I wasn't going to tell you all of this yet, but I guess I need to explain. You probably got pregnant from when we slept together the day I got back. The baby is going to grow very quickly both inside you and once it's born. You'll only be pregnant for about a month," he began. He hated to do this because he didn't want to scare her, but he had no other choice.
She needed to know anyway. She needed to prepare herself. That way, when the month came, she'd know what to expect and, hopefully, be able to handle it. His eyes held calm and he tried to speak in tones that would help her to stay calm and reassure her that everything would be okay. He was going to protect her, take care of her.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 11, 2009 21:40:40 GMT 2
Abi zoned in when he said that to her.He wasn't going to tell her? But, then he went on.She gaped at him as the reality of what he was telling her finally sunk in.She blinked a few times, trying to take it all in. They went from hinting about marriage to this?Abi's eyes narrowed as she tried to understand. She was only going to be pregnant a month.She thought, in the silence for a few moments."So..how old will our baby look? I mean, she he, or she getting to look older then us?''She asked slightly chest fallen. She wouldn't even look like a mother for very long?
He didn't seem to worried. He was trying to remain calm. Or, it was a very good face he was putting on. Either way, Abi was thankful for Dean. She gave a nod to him and lay back down next to him."Wow-to think in a month I'll be a vampire.'' She said in a breathless whisper.
Abi let her thoughts fall to what she would be like as a vampire. What they would be like and she rolled on her side to face her boyfriend, the father of her child."What do you want......I mean,a boy or girl?''She asked a small smile playing on her lips
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 11, 2009 22:04:02 GMT 2
Dean almost chuckled when her mouth fell open to gape at him, but it wouldn't have been nice, so he contained himself. That, and the questions that were soon out of her mouth, were the reason that he hadn't wanted to tell her.
"Our baby will look like a baby when it's first born, but it will grow quickly and significantly. By the time it should be four years of age, it will look seventeen. But, it will stop growing at the point," he explained to her in a calm way. On the inside, he was scared shitless about everything, but he'd never show her that. He was supposed to be the strong one, the support.
He looked over at her when she turned to her side and asked him the question she did. "Honestly, I would be perfectly happy with whatever you have as long as you and it are both healthy. But, I think I'd love to have a girl," he told her before kissing her lips lightly. He closed his eyes and sighed before he looked at her once again.
"Are you scared," he asked her, hoping she'd be honest.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 11, 2009 23:01:00 GMT 2
A soft smile spread across Abi's face after a few moments of letting this new knowledge sink in. He had been holding back a bit. But he didnt want to spring it all on her. She was only a week pregnant, but she looked and felt much more.She was going to be a mother and a vampire within a short month.It was all a lot to take in and Dean wanted her to be protected. Abi trusted him. With anyone else, she would pry for more, but with Dean she was calmer, not matter what was in store for her.
"So......I will look around the same age as my child-forever?And......does that mean that my-our baby will be immortal too?''"She asked, a softer smile gracing her lips. That would mean, if true that Abi, Dean, and their baby would be together forever.That thought was intoxicating in the midst of all the fear.
Abi bit her lip. A daughter?Her hand moved to her belly and she smiled, beaming at her boyfriend. This was so different then anything.Her first pregnancy she had been alone.Everything was only by herself of or the help of her family.It was a completely different feeling that he was there with her. The whole way. Okay, they wouldn't have to deal with anything for 9 months, but still. She knew that Dean would have been their longer, no matter what the case.Abi was lost for words, but Dean filled the silence.
Abi thought about his question for another silent few moments and gave a short nod once."A little..... I'm excited though.To have a baby-your baby.......and,to start a new chapter of my exsistance.''She said with a soft smile and flipped herself to lay on him lightly, gentle of her stomach.Abi's hand went to his cheek again."Are you scared?''She asked in another whisper
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 12, 2009 2:42:03 GMT 2
Dean nodded. "Yeah, you will. You'll be forever eighteen, just like I've been twenty-five for the last sixty years. And our child will be immortal, but not indestructible like we will be. It's weird. It'll only get half of the vampire stuff. I mean.. it'll still have blood and eat some regular food and stuff like that,"[/b] he told her, trying to explain the best he could. He didn't know everything though so it was hard.
He had the feeling that she was scared and was glad that she was honest. He nodded to what she said about being excited. He understood that too. His smile broadened when she laid on his chest and he placed his hands at her hips.
He nodded to her question and waited a minute before he spoke. "Yes, I am. I'm excited though too. I don't know exactly what I am. I have so many emotions all at once that I can't really think straight," he told her with a small chuckle. [/color]
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 12, 2009 3:01:52 GMT 2
Abi listened at Dean explained more and gave a nod when he finished.This was the weirdest thing she had ever been a part of . It was mind boggling and full of surprise, and she knew it would only get more confusing and surprising.She was quiet until he went on to answer her next question. He was scared too. Why was he scared? He knew more about this. Was he worried he would not have her anymore, or would lose her?That, was one question she would hold off on though.
She nodded at his last comment though."Yeah....I know the feelings.''She said with a small smile and pressed him him to kiss his lips softly, still careful of her belly.After pulled back slightly she frowned."Guess we will have to be out all the fun stuff for a month or so, huh?''She said with a little pout and purse of her lips.
Her eyes met his before quickly glancing back down to her belly that was slightly held ellivated from him.A month from now she would be a mother.
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 12, 2009 3:57:06 GMT 2
Dean kissed Gabriella back and frowned when she pulled away. He chuckled at her comment and flipper her down on the bed, hovering over her, careful of her stomach. "For now, but believe me, honey. That'll change once you can really handle me," he told her in a whisper against her ear before he kissed and licked at her neck lightly.
He laughed at himself when he thought of how he had gone from being nervous to sleep with her the first time, to this. But, he was more confident now and knew that he could please her well enough so that made it easy.
He was just messing with her though and soon moved off of her and to lay back next to her. He smirked and put his hand on her stomach lightly. "Do you want a boy or a girl," he asked, realizing he didn't know what she wanted though she knew what he wanted.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 12, 2009 4:20:35 GMT 2
Abi frowned at him."Handle you?''She said, slightly confused. She knew it had something to do with her own future immorality."So.......''She teased, her finger traveling down his chest to the waistline of his jeans.".you think that will be better once I'm changed?''She asked with a small smirk playing on her lips, but this topic, she was truly curious.
It was funny how their sex live had come so far. It used to be they were completely nervous to be together. Now, they were past that and onto more passion and other things. They seemed to enjoy it more now that they knew each other better.The knew they could give the effect they wanted.
Abi stared into his amber eyes and smiled when he flipped her over carefully and quickly.Her happy gaze turned to the beaming one from before again when Dean's hand moved over her baby bump.Her eyes shot down at his question, thinking."Im not sure........I want a baby. I always wanted a big family. But.....I raised the girls. I saw Jen in them and I always wanted that for myself.Though...a boy would be nice too.''She said, but in all honesty, the first was her dearest. That was what she saw when she visioned a baby in her arms.
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 12, 2009 4:46:12 GMT 2
Dean grinned at her confusion and watched as her finger moved down his chest, landing at his jeans. God how he wished she wasn't pregnant and so fragile. "Absolutely, I mean.. I only give you about a quarter of what I'm capable of, if that. You're too breakable for anymore. It'd snap you like a twig," he explained.
The more he talked about it, the more excited he was. They had good sex now, but he knew that it would be even better, for the both of them, once she was his equal in strength. The fact that vampires didn't get tired was sure to help them out as well.
He smiled at her. That was one reason he really wanted a daughter. He knew that if they had a girl she would be just like Gabriella. How could anyone not want that? Gabriella was so amazing. Even a child half as amazing as she was would be a great child.
When she spoke of the girls, he felt a bit sad. He had loved the time he got to spend with them and hated that he came back and found that they were up in Montana with Gabriella's mother. He had hoped that they'd be around more. "Gabriella, honey. You know that I hope it doesn't anytime soon, but if anything happens to your mom, I want Lizzie and Nora to live with us. If that's alright with you," he told her seriously.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 12, 2009 5:15:36 GMT 2
Abi frowned at his grin. She hated not knowing what he was talking about or why she made him laugh.She didn't smile back when she heard what he had to say.He was so powerful. He made her feel so amazing.He was better then anything she had ever had. He made her feel so much. Ever since he said that he didn't feel as much from her, Abi felt weird.It was like it was one sided. She didn't do as much for him and it wasn't fair.
Abi let her frown stay but tried to make her face fall blank."How can it even be good for you then?''She asked with almost a little pout, feeling embareessed. Was all his pleasure just an act to not hurt her feelings?Abi felt her stomach lurch.
Dean's next comment surprised her thought, and the frown wiped away."Well, they are my god daughters , Dean. They are with mom now because they needed a changed and mom is healthier when she is with him. They give her something to life for.''His words pleased her though.Her lips pressed to his."You are too amazing......I can't believe I have held you as long as I have.''She said, brushing her lips against his when she spoke.Her eyes closed as she moved her arms around him and kissed him again
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 12, 2009 6:24:47 GMT 2
Gabriella's words made Dean look at her again. His hand rested on her cheek and he looked into her eyes. "Don't think that it's not great for me because it is. I can feel you and you feel amazing. I feel love and passion too, and that adds to everything," he said, trying to reassure her.
He nodded. He knew all that, but it didn't make him miss them any less. Just like he knew that Gabriella missed them too, even though it was better for her mother that the girls be with her. He was glad that they could make her feel needed and kept her alive. He knew what it was like to lose everything and Gabriella had already lost so much. He didn't want her to lose her mother too.
"Mmm," he said into the kisses that she was giving him. He let his arms fall around her to bring her a bit closer and he kissed her more. He let them linger and licked across her bottom lip a little bit, wanting access and to feel their plush smoothness.
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