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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 12, 2009 17:36:29 GMT 2
Abi wondered whether Dean would tell her the truth. Could he really enjoy her?If he was only using a sliver of himself on her, and he already said that she sometimes felt like a ghost-then how could he get any pleasure out of that?Was his pleasure purely psychological?Was the love and passioned, mixed with his need to now hurt her the only thing that kept him sleeping with her?Was it just the mere thought that did something.
Abi, in light of the recent turn to the conversation on their sex life, Abi couldn't help but continue to smile softly at Dean. He talk of her girls. It had to her decision to send the girls to her mother.Her mom needed something. She needed someone to live her.The girls, had been born into a big family-but that was swindled down. Mother, father, brother, sister,uncle,great grandmother-all gone.They had needed a time away from Forks, and La Push and all its memories. Montana was good for them, and so Abi sacrificed raising them for a little while. Now, she was thankful for them being away. What would happened to her once she was turned?
Her lips to Dean's helped take her away from her thoughts.And his sigh made her smile into his lips.His tongue made her shiver, but she pushed to him more, kissing him deeply.Only did she pull away when she couldn't breathe.Her eyes only flickered open slightly before she closed them again, trying to regain her breathing and her stomach growled.Abi gave a little laugh.Before her pregnancy, she never would have given thought to eating when she heard that noise, now she knew she needed to. She only had a month to get strong for her baby.
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 12, 2009 19:40:05 GMT 2
Dean let the kiss last and frowned when Gabriella pulled away. He knew she needed to breathe, but it still made him sad to feel her lips away from his. He didn't want her to suffocate though, so he got over it.
He was about to kiss her again when he heard her stomach growling. He chuckled slightly and then remebered something his friend had told him. He looked at her softly. "Eat nothing but saltines until I'm able to get you the proper food. The baby will reject anything heavy that you put on your stomach and you'll just keep getting sick," he explained to her.
He was going to have to stock up on saltine crackers until he could get ahold of her blood to feed her. He knew that's what the baby was going to want. That's all it would let be on the stomach in large amounts. He didn't want to tell her that yet though. He knew it was gross and he felt like he was overwhemling her enough with all of this information.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 12, 2009 20:11:52 GMT 2
Abi saw the frown spread across Dean's lips. Soon, she wouldn't have to breath. Soon, she wouldn't have to pull away.Soon she would be able to kiss him as long as she wanted-as long as he wanted.Abi had mixed feelings about her future change to imortality. She wold be with Dean, she would be invincible and be able to hold onto her family better. But, she wouldn't be human, obviously. Was losing humanity such a bad thing? Would she miss it far too much?What if being a vampire wasn't as good as it was cracked up to me?Sure, she got Dean-but that left them with all eternity together. But, what if Dean decided he didn't want eternity with her?
Abi smiled, feeling her baby kick her again. It wasn't a sore kick, yet-but there was power behind it.Her thoughts traveled to what the strength of the baby would be soon. If she only had a month, that would mean the baby would probably double the size of her belly by tomorrow.Abi's hand went over bump and frowned when Dean said she could only have saltine crackers.
Her mouth frowned a small pout."I don't get to feed my cravings?''She asked with a sigh and moved her hand to his mouth again.She traced his cool lips with her warm finger tips and tilted her head."What kinda proper food?''She asked curiously, wondering what she would have to look forward to eating.
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Post by Dean Vlcek on Jan 13, 2009 1:51:06 GMT 2
Dean had had a feeling that Gabriella wouldn't be too happy about only eating the crackers. He knew her well enough to know that. He thought for a minute and shrugged. "Really, that's up to you. If you want to throw your stomach up on a daily basis, then go ahead and eat whatever you want, but don't say I didn't warn you," he told her as if he could care less.
Feeling her warm fingers against his lips almost made Dean shiver. He grinned and kissed at her fingertips as she spoke. "You'll find out later. I think we've talked about this enough today," he suggested in a more of a 'this conversation is over' type of way. He was just trying to keep her protected and calm. He didn't want to overwhelm her with it all at once. He wanted to take it slow and just give her little details day by day.
He just hoped that she'd take his word on everything and trust him enough that he could do such a thing.
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Post by Gabriella Strang on Jan 13, 2009 2:40:40 GMT 2
Abi watched Dean when he answered her. It was like he was suddenly in a different conversation. She was silent as she watched his body language and her eyes narrowed slightly at his words.Where did that come from? She understood the first time when he explained, she was just giving him a hard time. Trying to make light of their situation. She was pregnant by a vampire, it was going to be over in a month, but she wouldn't try to relax about it?Now he was acting as though he didn't care.
Her eyes narrowed even more when he told her pretty much that they were done talking about her pregnancy for the day.She pursed her lips in slight aggravation at the sudden change in her boyfriends attitude.What had she said to change his deminor? Or, was his tough facade gone and he was really worried. Abi knew letting her fears and doubts show to him, because that would make him worse.
Abi kissed his lips lightly, trying to let her eyes go back to relaxed and cover her aggravation and fear."Fine-I'm off to find my crackers then.''[She said with a sigh, pulling from him sooner then usually and pulling herself carefully from the bed.
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